we talk too much. we need to listen and see more.

moving on

2012-01-10T09:15:00.000-08:00

when was life just about the gossips?

WAWADUPUP?

2011-06-19T07:27:00.001-07:00

HEYALL

its been a long time... a year plus? pretty dead here... well, be patient... give me another 5mths, be rightback! (:

MY LIFE GOT ALOT SPICIER (:

2010-09-23T04:45:00.000-07:00

MY LIFE GOT WHOLE LOT SPICIER~ HOTHOT!!
joined positive intentions for a FIT (facilitator course), cant wait for the next one alrd!
we went to mcRichie and we trekked...for i dunno how long, cause time seemed to fly pass me that day cause i was having so much FUN! (ethen's OOSH!) describes best about my day that day~

so my batch (the second batch) would be named SPICY~ so im....star anise (some spice name (: )

met loads of RARA people~ and one of them was PHINE's ex classmate who looks like a malay dude like him! hehehehehes (:

anyway, time for the sad stuff... sometimes, we wished we didnt knew some stuff so that things could run more smoothly for us however, the dirty truth eventually would surge up like a ripen pimple (okay... weird description, but as long as you get it, should be okay...)
trying not to let birdy be worried about me (DUDE, i'll be totally fine after you see this (: )
but i cant help but get disgusted and upset about it.
After wad S told me, i was like... hey im totally fine about it, but thinking back, the way he questioned me proudly and as though i was all at fault ( which i felt guilty for sometime okay!), i feel like punching him in his face! he rather BELIEVED the gossips than ask me in my face. i hate it when i give all my best in a friendship and end up realizing that i got back stabbed-BY A GUY.

for this idiot: YOU ARE THE ONE WITHOUT A CONSCIENCE CAUSE HOW DARE YOU TREAT MY INNOCENCE AND GOODWILL LIKE THIS. TRAMPLING OVER IT WAS FUN WASNT IT? AND HOW DARE YOU SAY YOU WERE THERE FOR ME WHEN YOU WERE LAUGHING AND GOSSIPING TOGETHER WITH THOSE PEOPLE? THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME GUILTY!

ps: srry about the rants, i get very emotional when my supposedly "friends" turn out to be jerks. well, i feel a whole lot BETTER! must be POS-SI-SIF!

2010-09-03T06:17:00.000-07:00

Didnt get to meet yeesuan today... DODOs reunion failed. but met chang hee to eat with birdy~
photos....(: hols are starting and i had to do smth fun for awhile~ camwhore (;

(ms aisha tag the photo and i edited it! i look like some "hua tong")

on the phone with birdy and dont worry my dear, I WILL MAKE SURE HE IS SHAMED. :x
VICTORIA LEE LI YING IF YOU SEE THIS, CONTACT ME BABE! (:

all bad would come to an end.....

2010-08-31T22:51:00.001-07:00

since the last time i blogged.... so many things changed. so many things remained. so many people grew more mature and kinder, so many people became more distant, so many people become closer as time went by. i know right? wow....

so i was reviewing some of my pictures..... reminds me of my cooking days in school!
finally product for my f and n coursework! (:
milo dinosaur, fruit tart, chicken macaroni and shrimp burger~

DODOs~ i miss suan~ ducknooodles and tehbing date soon~ ( just in case you are wondering..... we always eat those when we meet up o..o)

my hair is finally growing back to it's long state again!

last but not least, i met a bunch of crazy china friends~ super cool peeps~
here are some pics at the outing (: kinda missing themm..... ):

look carefully (:

yeapyeap~ i hope this is a treat to those who still stalks my blog (*wink wink*) hahahahs~

To birdy: study hard uhh!!! (: love tweety~

TRALLALALLA

2010-05-15T09:42:00.002-07:00

MY CONFESSION:
i have a really bad habit nowadays... i always secretly smell my shirt to smell my perfume :X
is that weird? the WORSE part is...i do it sub-consciously and sometimes i get weird stares?

ah!wadever (:

stuck in school, homework, cca events and PW
kinda suck sometimes but it keeps my mind off about some stuff, so i kinda like it?

~on my way to somewhere in my life...

people ask me...why are you interested in philosophy?
my answer: cause it tells me why the world is ugly and why some people exist (those who are pathetic) and what makes up of ME?

that's my interest for now (:

there will be people who hate you, there will be people who like you
AS LONG AS you know what you do is not hurtful to anyone and you like who you are
BE THAT PERSON! you dont owe anyone an explanation why you are who you are~

go and rock your life hunns~

TOODLES (:

SHIT.

TRALLALALLA

2010-05-15T09:42:00.001-07:00

2010-04-27T04:07:00.000-07:00

ppreeetttyy~ mischa barton!!

I HAVE TIME TO BREATHE~
loads of stuff to do but free enough to blog (:
geez... sometimes life can be really tough~
some people choose to move on (me! ) but some people still choose to be immature and mock on others, looking for flaws to laugh at.
17 years of growing up, i suppose you learned something in life didnt you?

I DRESS HOW I WANT TO, AS LONG AS I FEEL COMFORTABLE AND HAPPY ABOUT IT, WHO ARE YOU TO JUDGE! (:

enough of this amateur~

school is torturing when i know there is no CSE (china studies in english)
it's my favourite subject~ :D
i hope mummy approves of me going to the China trip, i know it's gonnna cost a bomb.... but but but!! i get to go to the shang hai expo!
tsk :/

really hungry now... craving for waffles (there's one that's not too bad at the row of shop houses opposite yishun mrt, the one nearest to the "opening" where the bus turn in and out of) (:

gonna munch now...
toodles!

2010-04-23T07:38:00.000-07:00

IM BACKKK~
Lotsa stuff that happen but not worth dwelling on (:
got to learn to psycho myself (thanks to V)
*sigh* (: everything will be better, i know that!
PW is gonna be in full swing alrdd :/

on a happier tone... met my dearest 4s3 peeps (though not all are here but.... still better than nth (: )

THE PROUD CO-ORGANISER: MS PHUA WANSHING!!

2010-03-26T06:11:00.000-07:00

finally!!! it's over, my econs test (:
it has been a longgg time since i blogged!!
went for FREE ben and jerry's ice creamm!!!
( i was contemplating that, if the queue is too long, i might as well buy...)
BUT fortunately it was short plus the peeps were around to keep you entertain!
went for two rounds and it was enough, had kfc after it
GUESS WAD.
i had this freaking growing into a SORE, semi sore eyes?
had to drink loads of water-best solution! ( in case you do have one in future (: )
then it went away~ hooohooo!

STRAWBERRY CHEESECAKE ROCKS!!

more of the camp pics (:

went to a local school to help build a library and other stuff
apparently, im really good at sawing (:
i have lao shu (Mouse) okay!!

then we did kakaying... and uncle marcus was feeling really ITCHY :/

poor kid...

the beach... nice right!!

trying out archery... ermm... CMI?

as usual... MS KOH needs to grumble a bit about how tired she is and why she needs to do stupid reflections that is so meaningless!!! it's all textbook answer uh~

JUMP-SHOT!

I planted my very own pineapple!! and the i swear you need to eat all the pineapples you can at bintan, IT'S SUPPER UBBBER SWEEEEEET~
kinda miss it alrdd :/

with darren (instructor)!
handsome right... (:

hahaa....yeah...this is edmond (:

2010-03-16T04:21:00.000-07:00

back from camp and started going to school !!
tons of work to be done but im justt so drained!!!
*grunts*
music keeps me going...
clique keeps me high-ing
but sometimes....
anyways... here are the pics..
nth much to rumble on about :/

ciaos~

tired of running away...

2010-03-06T21:13:00.000-08:00

geez... why cant she just shut her mouth and leave us alone ?

everyone seem to be PMS-ing lately...
homework keeps me busy and i like that feeling (somehow?...)
V is too busy to have dinner with me ( next time hunn :D)
having dinner with the dodos tmr!! WOHOOS
and bintan camp on tues (NO ALWNY!!) XD
ciaos~

2010-03-01T05:26:00.000-08:00

MONDAY IS TORTUROUS!!
seriously.... i can die on monday
have been walking home from northpoint almost everyday! ( lose more weight?! wahhahahas)
today is maggie day (:

suddenly missing lee li ying and suan and wawa.... :(
must text them soon....
ahhh~ (frustrated)

i learned a new word, IMBAH!
hahahhas XD
okok, dont lame alrd, need to revise geog!
bintan trip next week (finally a break!)

(why do i feel so empty inside? i wish someone, anyone, can help me to stop feeling this way....cause i end up hurting myself)

2010-02-27T05:42:00.000-08:00

C-O-C-O-N-U-T!!
finally!! cvd is OVER, i repeat myself again OVER!!
maggie noodles with clique on monday and collect my pay from gstar on tues XD
happy dao~ can get my shoes at orchard then, wahahhahas
JANNAH!! im ssooo sorry i was soo busy today!! if you see this, tell me when you wannna meet up for breakfast?!

2010-02-18T08:03:00.001-08:00

great time in school!! bt im freaking tired!!
first case for interact club on saturday!! elderly home....!!
pictures from those who stayed to help! KAMSAHAMIDA~
okok, be prepared, to get cramps (IT'S HILARIOUS!!)

our model!!!

yan dao and chio bu!!

now you know...who's in charge! (:

2010-02-14T02:30:00.000-08:00

Kooodoooss!!!
i finally finally took the time to upload the pics ( though it was quite fast)
went back to help the OPSS student council for the valentine's day cookies~
SUCCESS (:

random pics from my CLASS (CTG 126)

love them (:

2010-02-11T07:52:00.001-08:00

LOVE MY CTG ALRD!!
WOOOHOOSS!
have been really busy with my new clique(s) but not forgetting my old one, SIN YEE SUAN better call me up soon!!

anyway, to this special person....
even though you apologised and stuff, can i just be truthful to you? everything will no longer be the same. you can say you are disappointed with us (you always are) but LET us say the feelings are mutual. though you say you werent referring to me bt your cousin, i find it atrociously hard to believe cause it's the (i dunno) how many times you lie so that you can squirm away from the responsibility. AS YOU CAN SEE the clique is doing well even without you, thank you for letting me see who you are and how you trash my precious friendship i had with you. you will only turn around and look for your true friends when your "artificial" ones are sick of you. GET YOUR FACTS right! we are not superficial animals with zero intelligence, with have eyes to see what kind of person you are.
go on and moan abt how dreadful your life is and how horrible it is CAUSE you are the biggest cause of it! i hope you can wake up from your dreams and open your eyes and take a look at yourself AND HOW PATHETIC YOU ARE.
thank you for letting me know that, you are worst than being a bitch-for trashing my feelings.

2010-01-31T00:56:00.001-08:00

2010-01-30T22:14:00.000-08:00

ORIENTATION AT YJC

first day was kinda boring but things picked up on the second day (:
so boohoo to those who didnt go on the 2nd day !!
just found out that JUN HAO and I have the same birthday !!
and ROYCE is two days after ours! whahahahahs
including chee, we make the MAY BABIES
okok, loads of pics but im too lazy so here you go!

WOOHOOSS!

2010-01-26T05:46:00.000-08:00

HEY HEY HEY~!
i got my hair CUT.
SHORT AND SWEET!

2010-01-16T07:47:00.000-08:00

went to the children's home...
PICTURES (:

IT'S GONNA BE OKAY~

2010-01-11T13:29:00.000-08:00

i bet those who got their results are kinda lost...( only apply for those who score badly)
sometimes...it's too late to regret, too late to cry, too late to apologize but remember, it's never too late to pick up from where you fall and move on-easily said, but hard to achieve.
i didnt do very badly-comparing to the ones who did really BADLY.
i send in my JAE application alrd, it's a little fast-isnt it? but im very sure i want to go into a JC
(i need a stress environment, poly is definitely not a wise choice for me)
today's gonna be the last post. i want to start anew, a fresh, today's koh qing ning is gonna change.
a whole new me, a whole new experience.

for those who are thinking about junior college, this is what i suggest you do :

step 1: visit the NUS course finder
http://admissions.nus.edu.sg/coursefinder.aspx
choose the course you are interested in future and see the entry requirement
then visit the local JC website and check out their subjects (that you are eligible for)

step2: decide carefully if you want to join a JC or POLY

step 3: fill up the JAE application online

step4: wait for the posting results (:

to the people who didnt do as well, i understand how you feel - you probably feel a thousand time lousier than me? dont give up, you still have your chance, you still have your chip in your hand ( it's just slightly worse than other people) but you still have your shot in the game yeah??
AJAR! DONT GIVE UP!!

the day has finally come~ !

2010-01-10T11:15:00.000-08:00

hahahas...gotcha!

reeta has the best expressions~! love it!

trying to be sexy....(FAILLLL!! )

trying to be a ghost
can see the hair in wavy motion (scarryy~)

im squinting because it was windy~!

YES, squints again (but still chio yeah?!)

dont ask me, i have no idea what i was trying to do....

woman at the back.... spoil my picture....ah~!

that's all the pictures from the class chalet!!

ANYWAYYY
im in love with LILY ALLEN (that's official!)
she can be vulgar but ADORABLE at the same time!!
i stupidly undercharge 350 and that's all my commission that i done for the month....DANGS
but being superly optimistic, i just take it as a lesson ( i swear i will NEVER EVER do a sales job again! NEVER!)
rather eat plain bread and stay home all day....pfffts
tomorrow is finally dooms day, somehow im confident but somehow im not
(it's complicated)
well, all the best people (;

2010-01-05T17:55:00.000-08:00

FINALLY!!!
i have been looking for this for MONTHSS!!
*yyeeeppp*

anyway, had a blast at the class chalet, not that bad as i thought it would be (:
(thanks to the awesome people who came!)

i saw everyone's new year's resolution on blogs, facebooks and tweeters
(woah)
so i guess it's time to update about mine :D
firstly, 2009 was a rocky rocky year for me....

1. SYF
-sadly, mummy didnt allowed me to join (i know right!) tons of regrets but i cant do anything right??

2. the "SAM" Thing....
-right... *awkward* not a happy ending for her but i still secretly hope that she understands what we have been trying to tell her (though i doubt so) but things have ended so those who dont know what happened.... just dont ask (: the only thing i regretted was that because of this huge "quarrel", the EXCO was affected (and the council) and my dearest 4s3.... my most sincere apology... i didnt know things will turn out that ugly

3. people leaving so suddenly....
-my dad was hospitalised and stuff, but i pity my mum the most (that pillar), then my uncle's sudden leaving.... though im not very closed to him but it opened the wound that someone closed left us....and we didnt even see him the last time (cause he was in malaysia)...

4.my biggest fear O LEVELS
-i dont know if i studied my hardest and my best. but i know tried 80% of my best. for the very first time i answered ms wong's (bio teacher) question correctly, I WAS JUMPING FOR JOY but i didnt show it uh, but i was like damn happy uh! then i screwed up my SS paper..... sigh....
well, now we leave it to fate (:

5. DODOs
-at the very start, it was sweet then things turned ugly because of some small incident...only two stayed by closely, actually im more than happy already... but i still await of the full no. though...

6. THE KOREAN FANATICS!
-i dropped into the korean thing about a couple of years back (with the drama shows) but i got really into it only this year, is like.... i hardly hear english song unless on radio or someone's else mp3? but i enjoy being a korean fanatic!!

7.my dearest 4s3
-all that teasing and disturbing has come to and end ( :D), though someone of you are mean ( i know you are joking), though some of you are QUIET, though we frustrate the teachers, deep down, im gonna miss you people like SHIAT and im gonna miss my table where the fan is, where the breeze comes in softly (super nice place to sleep okay!~)
ALL THE BEST YOU GUYS, CHASE YOUR DREAMS ( just dont forget about me :D)

NEW YEAR'S RESOLUTION:

NOTHING.

just handle stuff as it comes along

(muahahahhas!)

ciaos~!

2009-12-28T06:31:00.000-08:00

Suppose to meet the current EXCOs but didnt cause mr GOH and i were very tired,
stayed home and played computer a little then i helped out in the kitchen to make DUMPLING!!
got tired playing with the dumpling then my dear WAWA(safwah) called mee!
then out with her for popeyes (MASHED POTATO!) *SLURPS*
then lepak-ed a bit then headed home! (plus got a dress :D)

MINEE!!

TEDIIIOUSSS!!!

THE LEAVES HAD TO BE SCRUBBED SEVERAL TIMES AND SOAK FOR A WEEK BEFORE!

(I KEEP TOU CHI-ING this mushroom!! )

hearty meal with WAWA!

NEW DRESS!!

GOOFY:x

2009-12-27T07:47:00.000-08:00

past photos that i managed to dig out!
CHANG HEE IS BACK!
soon SUAN will be back too, WOOHOOSS~!
ciaoss~!

2009-12-21T09:11:00.000-08:00

TIRED. BUSY. YOU NAME IT!
anyway, im gonna quit my job soon...dont find any joy in it!
gonna miss ALFIE, ZHENG CHONG, KARL AND DARREN though....
alfie and his curry poof* (puff)
zheng chong and his hair
karl and his crazy ex.
darren and his VEG
(very rhymeee)

anyway, out with suan and mr goh some time ago!
watched princess and the frog!

(i hope suan doesnt forget my present, waiting for her to come back! mr goh gonna go thailand again....)
im contented with this two fellows, it's the quality not the quantity!

class chalet soon! :X

BEING UNIQUE , IS SO ME (:

2009-12-13T16:00:00.000-08:00

dumb, dumb, dumb.....
i woke up an hour early....wad was i thinking...
anyways, i fell in love with a girl group called

T-ARA

not the prettiest, but their songs are NICEEEE~!

APPLE IS A!
it's like a fairytale story (very creative)

my next favourite is

LIES
(Partly is also because that is a HAWT guy in that mv)

HAWTT RIGHT?!!!
:x

toodles~!

2009-12-13T10:34:00.002-08:00

PROM PICTURES!
i know it's like damn long ago, loads of work to do. miss jowin and gang and UNCLE BOB!!
just so so bussyyy~

liwen is working isetan and when im on shift at isetan, I SAW HIM (actually suan told me) but so cool right?? and there is this hot guy 10cm away from my shop >o<

THE following is for an asshole, so please dont read it unless you know who you are.

i cant believe you made me lose an hour and a half of beauty sleep to talk to you and you THINK IM LECTURING YOU?

geez...thanks.

well, last "lecture" to you,

i guess you can go on and waste your time to dwell in this shit while yee suan and i HAVE BETTER things to be BUSY about.
cant believe you turn out to be like the rest of the shitty people.
go on and say you dont care, go on and say you "lost" and want people to take pity on you, go on make yourself pitful. YES, YOU ARE PATHETIC TO ME.

wadever. ass.
someone's right, i shouldnt even BOTHER helping you. you will never appreciate it. leave your sorry to someone who is dumb enough to forgive you.

B.

im back!

2009-12-08T04:48:00.000-08:00

MIA!

2009-12-03T10:01:00.000-08:00

DANG!.
I KNOW, i know, i have been MIA-ING for a very long time, and i have loads of pics to upload but IM JUST TOOO tired and busy already!

WORK at G STAR is super BUSY! but the pay is not too bad i guess.... i like NIGHT shift better!! morning have to count stocks and stuff!! anywayy.....

( i know, you must be thinking... like...WTH, fold jeans and shirts only mah... very HARD MEH?)

YES. VERY HARD AND TIRING!

cause their standards are very very high! i took 2 days to learn how to fold them, AND IM NOT PERFECT YET!

okok...enough of my rantings, need to watch simspons and family man :X

take care people!

ciaoss~

2009-11-24T09:45:00.000-08:00

I know i should be totally sleeping now... but i just woke up from a two hours sleep?
LONG DAY TOMORROW...
pppfft... you dont wanna hear about it
have been heading to town almost everyday? (now i know wad mummy is trying to say...)

sooo....today, HUI MIN helped me with my nails, so i have pretty yellow nails for prom :D and passed me presents from india and my christmas present! love her to the maxx.!!
then she went to meet wanshing while i head to TOWN AGAIN to meet SUAN and then...she told me something about her friend's friend commenting about me, which makes me happy, UNTIL NOW and we went to look for the SITEX guy...
met a girl called AMY (uni student) but she quitted half way, cause the pay too low...
wanted to quit too but i felt if i did, XIN JIE will die...
after the briefing look for MUMMY and head home while she went to see the doctor...

PRESENTTSS!!

MY PWEETTI NAILS!

AT THE SEC FOUR FARE WELL :x

CIAOS~!

2009-11-23T17:02:00.000-08:00

went for the photoshoot for aisha in the morning....
*PICTURES* (SEE LATER)
went all the way down to suntec for interview, must reply by thursday!
then ALLL THE WAY BACK TO SCHOOL for sec 4 farewell(someone managed to persuade me to do so...), then rushed home with the sore feet i had );
then met vic (SAVIOUR)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HERRR!!!!
TODAY, IS MY BFF'S BIRTHDAY!

A MSG TO MY BFF:
even though at times, im mad at you for not calling me for a whole week, sometimes even two?
and even sometimes i call you, you dont even pick up and continue to MIA?
but when you finally call, even though HOW MAD I AM, it just disappears in a POOF!
i dunno why, but it happens? and im glad it does (:
sooo~! I LOVE YOU A THOUSAND AND A BILLION FOREVER AND EVER!!!!
triple muahxxx (:

XOXO.

FRIEND OR FOE?

2009-11-22T05:39:00.000-08:00

out with the DODOs....
super tired....

THOUSAND AND ONE THING TO DO ):

YS!! let's keep our fingers cross :D

changed my no. wanna get it?
ASK ME (: (msn) or the ppl who are closely related to me !

i hate you for being such an ass like the rest!

2009-11-21T06:04:00.000-08:00

picturess (:

i feel like a huge rock dropped from my back?....
(long story)
TAN SHI QI is a kuku who owes me a 5DOLLAR meal (:

ciaos~!

2009-11-20T08:09:00.000-08:00

went out with BFF, it seems forever that we last saw each other?
THANK YOU vic's mum for sponsoring the movie tickets (2012) (:
had a mini celebration for vic's birthday!
more pics but blogger is pissing me off, taking so long to upload!!
PFFTT.

got the IT fest job !
wahhahahahhs~
ciaos

FOOD INC.

2009-11-19T21:03:00.000-08:00

was watching food inc. when i woke up and got the link for CHEE.

I KNOW, you guys are thinking, "dang! this girl is gonna rant all about saving earth and blahberrishh"

here is the link: http://xtshare.com/humancheck.php?Id=19068

this documentary shows howthe food industry companies illusionise this whole food thing.
all this food products most ends up from one origin... which is CORN!
food like, COKE, MACDONALDS, MEAT even BATTERIES contains certain parts of corn!!
you know why? cause corn are CHEAP to grow and GROW quickly!
our chickens, cow, duck, even our fishes are learning to eat corns!
as the cow are fed with corns, E-COLI bacteria grows in their tummy easily.
therefore, their meat are "ammonia-rise" to kill these bacteria

they also talk about how GMO food are introduced and how this companies who create them force or "pressurise" farmers who produced this to accept this idea so that they can earn MONEY!!

just watch it, you will start to understand WHAT i have been trying to tell you guys (especially my close friends) perphaps you will look at your food in a different way.

p/s: miss xu told me that johnson and johnson tests on animals for their products. which means, you guys might wanna think about not using their products?! (right michelle?)

KOTA TINGGI TRIP (:

2009-11-19T02:47:00.000-08:00

BACK FROM CAMP (:
long long storry, too lazy to type.
all i can say it's very very funnn and enjoyable
the very first time this bunch of sec 4s actually open up to each other and talk!

let the pictures do the talking.... ciaos~!

2009-11-13T18:39:00.000-08:00

missing....you, you and you!

I can do what she can do, so much better. DA DA DA DA DADADA TONIGHT. (nothing in this world-paris hilton)
HOOKED.

stress out over prom and jobs... arghh
gonna go kota tinggi and working today and tomorrow, so this will probably be the last post till im BACK (:

WATER WATER, HERRE I COME :b

MUAHAHHAHAHS (:

2009-11-12T00:26:00.000-08:00

IT AINT THAT COOL AS YOU THINK IT IS.

Done with o's :D

2009-11-11T02:18:00.000-08:00

wooohooos~
tml is the end of agony
MUAHAHAHS~ -..-
RIGHT....
anyway, if you want to buy nong shim, actually frankly speaking there is not much of difference between the normal one? cause apparently, i just had it for lunch...
kinda disappointed, there is only a REALLLY REALLLY SMALL TINGE of cheese smell? and the noodles taste more buttery only.... if not...NO DIFF.?
but...if you wanna try no harm? hahahhas, cause it still taste the same

SIN YEE SUAN! IM NOT EMO LE (:

i hope none of the sec fours forget about the trip (reeta and chang hee kinda forgot about it...)!

ciaos~!

2009-11-10T19:24:00.000-08:00

gonna go off school soon...~!
tomorrow's is the last day (kinda) by OLEVELS
muahahhahas....
i just accidentally poured too much perfume on myself?
smells too concentrated...but i guess it will diffuse soon...
ahhhh~! whatever, randomlism (:

hui min's gonna go india, go miss calling her at 3 in the morning
hahahahas
bon voyage (:

UNfinished stories

2009-11-09T08:37:00.000-08:00

THE STORIES THAT ARE ENDING....

im missing their voices and noises already....
as it starts to fade slowly in my head...
sigh...
life moves on i guess
one word for it
PATHETIC.

saw a video on ris low, actually....it isnt that bad... i mean, she singlish and all but she is a really real person and someone who is quite interesting (:
let's give this girl a break!

i went to the supermarket with hui min, trying to look for this...

(photo from xiaxue)
-but dont have leas??!! i am proud to say im a BIG BIG FAN of nong shim!
their noodles are like super fat and nice, fat as in chewy uh....
but apparently i cant find it NTUC.
argh.... CHEESE LEHHH!!! ):
ah~ screw ntuc :X

how i wish.....

shiqi...i give up...wo shou gou le, i will just let time pass quickly, hopefully.... all this will just fade away like the bubbles....

HAHAHAHAHAS ):

2009-11-08T04:55:00.000-08:00

LAUGH IT OUT, life still moves on....

just went out with hui min deary,
studied; eat; talked;eat again :D

miss shi qi and yeesuan.... cant wait to see them on WEDNESDAY!
the exams are ending!! muahahahhas

ciaos~!

2009-11-06T21:22:00.000-08:00

i want it to rain soonn..... im sooo bored at home cause i have to study and others are out with their peeps and im stuck with my f and n book ):

i think carbohydrates or fats will come out in section A?

i feel damn tired, screwed, a little satisfied, a little emo

i hope S will faster tell him...
i hope He will quickly tell me what he wants
i hope this olevel shit can quickly be over.
and im still hoping it rains cause the weather is so HOT...

ciaos~ off to books

2009-11-06T07:08:00.000-08:00

let's walk down the memories with have with the cartoons that walked with us through our childhood.....

POWER RANGERS!

WOW! this photo is ancient!!!
(why is there something protruding out of yellow rangers pants at the front??)
anyways, i still remember eating pork chop and watching power rangers on CHANNEL I
on saturdays :D
my sister, my brother and i will quarrel about who will be who? and my sister always want to be the pink ranger like me? but if i were to choose now, i would choose the yellow ranger! HAHAS!

POKEMON!

after power rangers kinda die out, i got hooked onto pokemons!
and and!!! they have the, "who's that pokemon" thingy? and my brother and i will like guess which pokemon it is as though our lives betted on it!
i still can recite the team rocket favourite line?
"THE TEAM ROCKET IS BLASTING OFF AGAIN! "

ALL TIME FAVOURITE.... THE SIMPSONS!!!

i didnt like it at the very start? cause i couldnt catch up with the english when i was young and the simspons is more of young adults-adults cartoon?
i love their political jokes, entertainment jokes and they totally insane people in the show!!
(CATCH IT ON TUESDAY NIGHT AT 9PM ON CHANNLE 5)

FAIRY ODD PARENTS!

WHO DOESNT KNOW THIS CARTOON??!! it use to show around 6'es when i reach home from school on okto but now it doesnt? this cartoon is more for a dreamy person like me?
I WANT A PAIR OF FAIRY ODD PARENTS!!

MY FAVS.... SPONGEBOB!

everytime i hear the intro of the show "are you ready kids" i jump and rush to teeeveee no matter what!!! it just gets so automatic!!
this silly sponge is probably the best cartoon ever ever EVER drawn (:
i love it to the maxxx!!

FAMILY GUY!!

didnt really like this show at first cause i thought it was too racist and lots of weird jokes in it, but hey, people grow up and they start to laugh and enjoy the weird sense of humour this show posses!

p/s i just lost my phone, but im not really sad, which i have no idea why, but that's not the point, the point is, if you need to hear my voice (: call my house no. or pray i come online?!

p/s i think i know why im not that sad because i didnt screw my biology and geography paper and im quite satisfied.....HAHAHHAS :D

2009-11-04T04:46:00.000-08:00

whenever you dont finish your bowl of rice or when you dont finish
your food, do you know that whatever you left in that bowl of yours
can feed 2 two children for a week in the third world? so take what

you need and what not you THINK you need.
anyways, im a FISHATARIAN on mondays to fridays and it has only
been the first week and it has been really hard but i think i can
manage it....
stress up over the exams but they are gonna be over soon (:

sometimes i get mad at you but i soften when you talk to me.... i wonder if the "name" we gave each other really makes a difference because you always disappear and i feel im just an "after thought" afterall?

ciaos~!

2009-10-31T04:32:00.000-07:00

have you ever thought, the guy or the girl you are going to marry will continue to hold your hand to till the very end?
it's a disappointment, when i see the man walking in front of their wives-whose hands are full of groceries...
but...when you go to the hospitals, you might see a very old couple... maybe an old man in his wheel chair and his wife beside him, feeding a bowl of porridge to him.... isnt that touching??

well...that's all...RANDOM THOUGHTS (:
Ciaos~!

qingning~shiqi : I can bet my last penny in my pocket, you are the prettier one - To me (:

2009-10-30T07:54:00.003-07:00

HELLO!
crushed with stacks of work to do....
cant wait to finish my olevel
cant really blog nowadays, till o's are over
seeya~!

2009-10-30T07:54:00.002-07:00

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2009-10-30T07:54:00.001-07:00

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2009-10-27T16:58:00.000-07:00

got pulled out from bed by all the irritations at home...
SOMEONE passed me the FLUS....

anywaes, the olevel papers has started....

but it seems like it has already end....

had the wildest ideas last night and this morning, thousand and one

things going on in my head....

(i was thinking of dying my hair at the council camp in malaysia :D )
oh wells...

tan shi qi, thanks uh, i've totally been psycho into the "thing" already and it will be hunting me until we graduate...
(:

-if you guys feel stress oh anything, watch MADTV!!

FULL CAST!
-normal people but holds great jobs; comedians.

okok...off to study already....

craving for sotong balls though....

2009-10-23T07:11:00.000-07:00

wahh~ it's friday again with a blink of eye...
i wanna go taiwan again leas....!
anyway, it's 3 more weeks till olevel it's done.
TONIGHT is a historical night because ms wong FINALLY had a very very productive class today and she didnt even scold us at all??!!!
WOHOOOS~
ANYWAYS~....

remember about what i say about recommending blog shops??
this is my first suggestion!
http://ohsofickle.com.sg/index.php/new-arrivals.html
okok.... BABES, please shop smart!
though these clothes look nice, but if you dont think you will wear it, dont buy for the sake of buying it yeah?! their clothes are quite nice, they have the super huge ribbon headbands that are quite trendy nowadays, so take a look yeah? (:

GEEKKKKYYY~~

peeekk A boo!

chang hee is obsesses with shaking the NANO to change the song??

2009-10-23T07:05:00.001-07:00

this is probably the third time i post this, but some people didnt get to see this? plus, tml is graduation day so....HERE IT IS!
(william!!! here it is (: )

To the people who have made a special impact in me, to the people who share the memories with me, to the people who were tolerant about my tactless-ness and craziness and my weakness, to the people who care, to the people i respect very very much.... this is specially for you.
i wanted do something special, i think the best way to express it, is in words that i will express here. so... if you think you are someone special to me.... look for your picture or name here! (:
okay...lets start!

GOH CHANG HEE

- even though we quarrelled most of the times (over the silly-est stuff), you are a good good friend to me. Do you still remember, we set up business once?... HAHHAAS....my sis brilliant idea! dont forget me yeah? CALL ME...you know im a super stubborn person, i wait for someone to call...! THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE!

ZAHIN

-the memory i have with you is filled with the BOOM BOOM POW song! hahhas! i love your jokes, i love the way you are willing to learn, i love how calm you are (im the kan chiong spider),
i love how open you are to ideas (my craziest idea). THANK YOU for being tolerant with my

hot headed-ness! i am happy to be your friend, whenever you need a dance kaki...

I AM HERE FOR YOU!!!

JANE
- I love the way we gossip all day, i still remember how childish we were when we are in sec one and two. i want to thank you for being there, when my heart was broken, when you tried to persuade and comfort me. even if we dont talk that often anymore, promise me that, if you face any problem in future, dont hesitate to ask me for help yeah? LOVE YUH!

SHIWEI

- you you YOU!! you are also my gossiping partner! thank you for being there...when i was in darkest time in sec two. i still remember us doing art together, and vomitting out our sorrows.

THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE! same for you yeah? any problems, dont hesitate to ask me for help!! QINGNING always on the standby for you (:

NICOLETTE

-due to some reasons, we are no longer as close as before...

i may be awkward towards you, but deep down in my heart, I RESPECT YOUR CRAZINESS!

THANK YOU for making my sec 2 life crazily fun, i really enjoy being me then~!

HAZIQAH

- hey, even though we aint that super close, you really made an impact in my life yeah?

THANK YOU for being in the EXCO team, covering for me sometimes :X lols! LOVE YUH!

KOK KIONG

-i dunno what really happened?.... but it is saddening that we distant away so quickly... i still remember the morning meetings, but i cant remember why it suddenly stopped? I still want to THANK YOU for being there when i was really really sad...

promise me, you will be happy, cause you always seem to be soaked in saddness
I LOVE YOUR DAD'S DUCK PORRIDGE (victoria also!)

ANTHONY

-grow taller alrd huh...lols! i still remember, you were a very rude person...but when you step into puberty...WOAH...anthony become super polite to girls and really gentle! STAY THAT WAY! THANK YOU for being my friend and "gossiping" with me!

WILLIAM

- SI HAO!! hahahas... big time joker! erm.... THANK YOU for laughing with me (mocking?) at times ! it was great having a friend to laugh with!

KENNETH

-omg...i think i hardly talk to you already? lols...all i can remember was the time we had in the

F and N room. PAISEI uh... always make you wash the dishes, EH! but i did the cooking okay! hahahas! THANK YOU for being so tolerant when i was so bossy to you and you didnt even complain.

TIAN TIAN

- HUANG!! im glad that after all those quarrels, we are still mature enough to patch up and laugh together like we always do!! THANK YOU being tolerant with me, THANK YOU for dancing with me, THANK YOU for being crazy with me. I will remember you forever!

RIDWAN

-hey... THANK YOU for listening to me and believing what i say... you are a great guy, THANK YOU!

REETA

-hey babe, i still remember we were once loggerheads, but everything is fine right now! continue to smile and laugh like you always do! THANK YOU for forgiving my shortcomings! i still remember your mum's beehoon!

HUI MIN

-you are really a very REAL person to me, you never hide anything fake feelings from me. that, i want to THANK YOU, for telling me your real thoughts. i hope i have been truthful enough to you yeah? you are really a big sister to me, always (:

EMILY

- thank you for being so giving to me. you are really kind to me and i want to THANK YOU for that! (;

DARREL LIM

- you lazy pok! Have been your classmate for so long already, even though we only gt closer as the years go by, i want to thank you for laughing with me at times, and being my friend! i know im always naggy to you but i want you to know that, im naggy because i care yeah?

GAO WEI

-till this very day, i can still remember that you love to pull my rubberband in primary school!

we always seem to be bickering when we meet. we seldom talk now but i still want to THANK YOU still....

JERR CEDRICK

-hey, i still remember you were the first stranger guy i talked to on the first day of school

i really want to salute you because you are the first guy that i have known who bothers to be a gentleman! Btw, i know im cold towards you sometimes but i have my reasons yeah? THANK YOU for talking to me and loving who i am and not how i look. THANK YOU for overlooking my shortcomings (:

CHEE SHENG

- chee chee!! waiting to see your name right?! hahahas! Sucker, you might have forgotten how badly you hurt me before, but every single time, i forgive you and we will be the same again. Dont do that to other girls because they are not koh qing ning, they may not just forgive you so easily like i do! Wisen up yeah? anywaes, thank you for being my lab partner (you aint that horrible!) and making me laugh till my eyes tear up! whenever you want to meet up or anything, just tell me you need my library card, i will get the hint!

DION LIM
-LAO DA! love your eye brow though (: THANK YOU for taking all the iniative to help our class even though i feel that we are very selfish at times... dont be too NIANG okay?... people will misunderstood :X hahahas! THANK YOU DION! (:

HAZEERAH

- korean fanatic!!! miss sitting beside you and talking KOREAN! hahahas.... hey THANK YOU for listen to my nags and complaints all day long and my craziness (even i feel irritated sometimes :x)

WANSHING

-hey sexae! lols... THANK YOU for hanging out with me and stuff, i really do appreciate it yeah?

dont hesitate to call me if you need someone to help you or anything okay

JAVIER

-even though, im a little sad that you didnt heed my advice, but hey, it's your choice and your freedom yeah? i dont us to fall out because of her okay? anyways, keep your unique silent laughs and always stay happy! CALL ME UH when your bored or smth!!

SAFWAH

-even if we are not in good terms still, but i still want to THANK YOU for all the nuggests time we have together and the happy times we share. however, i still stand firm that im not in the wrong... so... yeah.... catch you around...

QIANLING

-hey! my mum say we look alike? hahahhas...i suay uh...hahahhas! THANK YOU for bring joy to me! love yuh! (:

WONG MING

- DINO MAN! hahhahas... you need to talk more man, THANK YOU for hearing me out at times and still remember the late night prank calls on you! smile more often yeah? (people will think you want to fight them when you dont smile) (:

JANNAH

-sayang, THANK YOU for the happy times together and being tolerant of some of my bad attitudes i have. THANK YOU for accepting my craziness and loving it at the same time. remember, if anyone bullies you or anything, tell me, i will settle for you! hahahhas! who dares bully my jannah sayang! dont be too nice to the guys sometime yeah? you get bully that way!

CALL ME when you are bored YEAH?!

LYDIA

-hey babe! saya jangan bising right...lols! THANK YOU allowing me to be part of your life, THANK YOU for hearing out my woes and complaints, THANK YOU laughing with me, THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU! i really enjoy our times lepak-ing yeah? CALL ME when you need me (anytime)!

AMIRAH

-after so much things, we are back together again... honestly i was really heartbroken that you chose to believe her instead of me... but i forgive you already, cause you proved to me that i can trust you again! THANK YOU for all the gossipy times and laughing times together! CALL ME when you need anything okay?

- WOMAN! your smile never seem to leave your face, THANK YOU for cheering me up when i am sad, THANK YOU for tolerating my rants i have about stuff, THANK YOU for making feel i exist at my darkest times. THANK YOU for believing in me! CALL ME when you need me to do anything for you yeah?

YEESUAN

- BIMBO!! THANK YOU for being tolerant of me at times when i get real mad over silly stuff. THANK YOU for forgiving me and embrace the worst side of me... THANK YOU for making me feel important at my darkest time. THANK YOU! same for you yeah? CALL ME when you need my help or a ear to share your woes to (:

thank you for the memories and i really appreciate it!

COUNCIL PEEPS

-THANK YOU for the happy memories that you people gave me. i wish you guys all the best in future yeah?

DAHAO

-even though we just got to know each other, i want to THANK YOU for all the jokes that made me laugh till my stomach hurts! and i will always remember the trip to the airport and the shanghai guy you always pose as! hang out sometime soon yeah? (;

WANTENG

-my dear coussy!! THANK YOU for being there for me when that person hurt me badly... im glad we are still as close as ever and whenever you need a shoulder to lean on, im always available! (:

VICTORIA

-after a BIG BIG round, we end up still being BFF! even though at times, i feel left out by you... but eventually the feeling will just fade away. unfortunately we wont be graduating together but i want to THANK YOU for all the happiness you have given me and times whereby we have ridiculously creepy alike thinkings and action. I LOVE YOU FOREVER OKAY?!

IRIS and ISABELLE QUEK

-omg!! i miss hanging out with you guys!!! THANK YOU for all the diaso trips together and the gossiping times together! belle, dont cry okay? when you are feeling sad, im just a number away!! dont emo emo then cry?! hahahhas! iris, my 100% fishball! go learn kayaking or smth? you super uper white, whiter than me leas!! THANK YOU for making laugh and standing by me when things happen, KAMSAHAMIDA~!

RIDWAN

-my dear ridwan, THANK YOU for believing in what i say i not doubt in me like some people did, THANK YOU for listening to my rants and boredem. Smile and talk more often yeah? you too quiet already! anytime just talk to me okay?? (:

YU GUANG

-remember when i first talked to you? i was thinking, you will be super quiet or smth? hahhas, you turn out almost an opposite from what i thought. THANK YOU for trying to reason out things for me at times and helping me at times (chinese dictionary!). you are a big ge ge i will always remember yeah?

3s3/4S3

-even though we aint that close at first, and there was symptoms of small cliques in class, we managed to bond into one! our first sports carnival together, is something i will never forget, almost everyone of us had a medal to bring home to. for the people sitting at my side, i will miss ismady's disturbs and farts(?) and disturbing jannah and lydia. i will miss laughing with wanshing and people, i will miss my slping at my table. i will miss chee's sarcasm, i will miss mrs liu's nags, i will miss pe-ing with you guys, i will miss running after a soccer ball, i will miss salim talking to me, i will miss playing hide and seek, i will miss so many things that im afraid to leave this school, this class. but i guess life will have to move on, this part and puzzle will have to be locked as a precious memory to be place in my heart for ever (:

To the person who have hurt me very badly, i want to thank you for the happy times you ever provide me but i hope it is not something "fake" cause i no longer believe in you anymore...

i hope you can stop deluding yourself and sincerely hear what people have say about you, giving yourself a chance to change is giving a chance for people to accept the new you. things dont happen for no reasons, my advice to you is to change or whatever has had happened will be like a vicious cycle for your entire life. whether you want to change a not is up to you cause many people have tried their best to help you but you just refuse to listen.

2009-10-19T05:25:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YEESUAN!! :D

went to mac to meet chang hee and suan, then the gang came to give presents to her

CRASHED at chang hee's place!

when i reached home, i had a missed call from a GOONDOO :D

"i went to school sia!! i didnt know that today no school" he said when i called him back!

how intelligent (:

anyways. im so tired but who isnt?

and im going to start giving my very own collection of blog shop address every week from

now on (or when i have the time to blog)

so that you peeps get your hands on cheap BLINGS and stuff yeah?

how high can someone climb to reach what their goals?

will you be there waiting for me when i turn around looking for you?

(this are apples?!!)

2009-10-17T07:46:00.000-07:00

tuition-ed, (super happy cause i had my first 20/30 for my compo!)
talked, chatted, studied and ate dinner at mr hogan's place.
talked to hui min on the phone? and she had to help her mother abt smth...
ANYWAY! MOST IMPORTANTLY! IS THAT I SAW SOMETHING DAMN COOL!

I WILL DIE FOR THIS COSTUME MAN!
damn cool!!!

AHHHHH!! NICE!
(THIS IS A KOREAN GROUP CALLED KARA)
the shirt and pants glows!!! wahhhhh~!
ME LIKE-R LIKE-R!
if you know the material they used, feel free to tag and tell me (:

studying aint that easy...

2009-10-16T18:41:00.001-07:00

it has been the most tiring week i ever had in my entire life....
this is definitely more exasperating then PSLE!
i get super irritated easily and cry easily?.... is that what you call under stress?
CRIED.SCREAMED.TIRED.
i want to end this badly!....

TO my dear 4S3, study hard yeah? dont give up! AJAR!

TO my crazy DODOs!
study really hard!!! we will go out everyday after O's!
so hit your books now!

TO my sayangs! awak akan try sangat hard kepada pass bahasa melayu exam!
you guys must study hard too yeah? ada mesti semangat spirit!

this is the silence that will keep me going to my goals and dreams!

to those who are having O's too, WORK HARD!!

2009-10-15T07:46:00.000-07:00

i guess i cant wait till friday to scream this out!
*screams*
there is totally gonna be a big KPOP concert in singapore!!!! (most importantly, it's after my O's!!)
BROWN EYED GIRLS are coming and many many otherss!!! it's big treat for all kpop FANNATICS!! (i can hear hazeerah screaming when she see this!) LOLS!

i was watching NUMBNUTS at clicknet.com
it's just to guys doing some stuff and the loser has to do a dare, the recent episode, the loser had to eat BALUT!!
at first, i thought it was some cow brain or something, which i thought, wouldnt be THAT bad... till i saw the real thing!!
it's a Philippine street food, it's a duck that is has already been developed but not fully developed. apparently, the people who enjoy eating this, enjoy eating the beak, the feathers and the bones...
to me....i would rather kill myself than eat that! it's damn gross! check out the video if you want to... *shivers*

(THE BALUT)

2009-10-09T05:46:00.000-07:00

i know i promise to blog, and i have tons of things to blog and trucks of pics to blog but i need to study?

gonna scoot off to study... i'll probably do it when i can...!

finally OPSS has a night study, woohooss~! zero temptations (: gonna be in school all day long, anything just text me, i'll probably will be in school!

NO MORE SHOPPING. NO MORE LONG CHATS (let's keep it short). LET'S JUST TAHAN FOR THE NEXT 2 WEEKS yeah?

XOXO. qingning (:

2009-10-03T07:01:00.000-07:00

met hui min and mac-ed for a while before heading to salim's house.
Went to salim's house to raya, HAD A BLAST!!
ate like crazy...watched some ghost expedition, freaked out with haziqah... and i think we are going to have nightmares to night cause i cant seem to get that potianak picture out of my head?! and it's creeping the shit out of me!! can you believe that it's actually like...real?
*chills down the spine*
i clap and bow to those who did this expedition! BRAVE MAN!!!
then played UNO and TRUTH OR DARE (which the bottle hardly turn to me at all??)
anyway, here are the PICTURES (;

GUESS WHO??!!

CHIO RIGHT!! whahahhas...

"If I walk would you run

If I stop would you come

If I say you're the one would you believe me

If I ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me

The world is catching up to you

While your running away to chase your dream

It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change

And maybe I'm not ready"

-asher book (try)

BOOWAHAA!

2009-10-02T05:28:00.000-07:00

V AND ME!

(HUI MIN) (:

(FISH NOODLES)

(the fish is super sweet and nice!! I HAD THIS!)

(fried oyster egg)

(hui min had this, and it looks super nice right? but their oyster super small can?!)

went CHONG PANG-ING with hui min!! woohooss~ i love her to the max! we totally

have the same characters?? (e.g we hate people who are undecisive! and when we say

we are going, WE REALLY MEANT WE ARE GOING! )

THEN....i went out with my dear VICky, watched PHOBIATWO! wahhahas, luv her

(cause she didnt reject me (: ) scare the shit out of us, but it's super worth it! i feel

really de-stressed!!

and i realised that ghosts will not hesitate to attack you even though you are innocent

or if you have

tried to help them?!

anywaes, if you feel really stress, i suggest you catch a scary movie? and shout when

you feel scared yeah?! the after effect is super SHIOK!

HUI MIN thinks im a little MANLY?!! lols...really? am i that boyish?...i think i

became super girly alrd...

p.s to my dear chin hung, im super sorry that i didnt get to reply you! i hope you see this, cause im online and you are not!! and i hope you are dilligent enough to read my blog :X

XOXO blurr-ning~

2009-09-30T05:24:00.000-07:00

are you mugging hard enough??
LOLS... i wont be able to blog except for fridays (today is an exception (:)
IM IN GOOOD MOOOD...
i need to watch "take care of my young lady!!"(korean drama)

someone ask me, why cant you like japanese songs like korean songs??
"sorry, im just not interested" hahhaas, it's exactly the same, when i ask her back the same question: "why cant you like KOREAN songs like jap songs?"
she kept super quiet!
BUT YOU MUST LIKE KOREAN SONG!!! it's full of life...and emotions (depending on what you are listening to)
however, i feel that the person is not talented in singing, and yet he/she gets to a singer because his handsome or famous
(and all their song totally dont sound like them at all! it's been fully edited)
so if you are interested in being a singer (and you cant exactly sing very well) you can try your luck at korea!
have lots of RAYA-ing to do, so i will have to upload trucks of pictures :X

THE DAY WE MET....

2009-09-28T04:24:00.000-07:00

THE OUTING!!

when to catch a movie, wanted to watch ugly truth but someone isnt sixteen yet so we cant go in... ended up watching FAME. I think it is better than ugly truth! the music in it are really nice!then accompanied suan to sunplaza for her music, bought my nonya kueh, then the rest of us "camped" at kfc and hong kong cafe. I HAD MY FAVOURTIE MILK TEA!

JOKED, CAMWHORE, LAUGHED!!

let the pictures do more talking(:

DAO HAO'S ARTISTIC POINT OF VIEW!

SUPERB NONYA KUEH!! the skin of the kueh is SMOOTH AND THIN!!

im so pissed with blogger, it took me almost 3 hours just to upload the pics...urgh!

to my dear shiqi and people who think i have some weird illness (aneroxic):

IM NOT ANEROXIC! i love food!! though i reject them sometimes cause i have to maintain my "S" shape. perphas you guys dont understand the pressure i feel, i have seen people who has a heavy body, dance. i would never ever want to be in their position because i know they feel sad deep inside when ppl laugh at them. i know people who have big boobs and are great dancers and how much they hate their big bust. Im just fortunate to be in the"okay" shape. Plus, im not dancing now, so it will be harder for me to maintain my weight... that's why i dont like buffets and food that will give me extra carbohydrates. i eat what my body needs. potato chips and sweets are once in a while thing because i think they are the stuff that are essential to my childhood.

so dont laugh at me or be sarcastic at it because it makes me feel awkward. im not angry at it or anything, i know you guys mean well (and i super happy that you people care for me *touched*), just that...sometimes you guys make me doubt my decision to be careful.

DONT WORRY-i do eat well okay? (:

JUST ANOTHER DAY... ....

2009-09-27T05:45:00.000-07:00

CRASHED mira's place,

EAT, SLEEP, STUDY AND CAMWHORE (:

feeling super moody...

then went for tuition, miss talking to mr hogan...(after o's i promise!)

jowin bought TAU HUEI for me!!! if i ever sleep over at her place, i will make sure i have tau huei for 3 meals hahahhas!!

2009-09-26T07:44:00.000-07:00

i finally ran!! hahahahs... night run with mira darling!

let out my frustrations...

saw super lots of cats *shivers*

after the run, we went....

MAC-ING!

2009-09-25T21:17:00.000-07:00

my cheap deals!

WANT TO KNOW HOW TO SAVE YOUR MONEY??!!
many people ask me what are my blog shopping tips (being very thrifty)

Here are some of my tips that i follow :

1. when you see something you really like, bookmark the website first. do your nesscessary research, check if it offers the cheapest online then decide if you want to buy it a not.

2. try not to look for famous blog shop cause they usually sell their stuff at a very high price and there are blog shops that offer cheaper price for the SAME PRODUCT!

3. in regard to sprees, look carefully! dont be deceive by their chio(pretty) pictures, i know how tempting they may look! i got trick a few times, and when i receive the product i was like....WTH?? totally dont look like the picture can?! this applies for all products bought in sprees (bags, clothes etc.)

4. i found out a dark secret that i didnt know until i step into bugis street, for people who often shop online knows that there is a craze going on for taiwan dress(white and blue) with the belt?and the blog shops sell them at an average of ($14-19). At bugis street, they are selling it at 10 DOLLARS!!! each! i was already thinking about buying one until i step into bugis street... my mouth dropped (literally) and i felt a little betrayed. then i found out that bugis street there are many blog shop stuff there are actually cheaper than those blog shop! not only that, the picture was a total fake, it doesnt look that nice at all when i saw it at the shops in bugis street!so...do your research on the net and BUGIS STREET!

5. never rush to buy something, cause you probably will regret buying it! there are shops in shopping centres that sell cheap stuff to (when they are on SALEE!!) You probably grab a great deal there. places such as cotton on and topshop! you can try places such as wisma atria!
for example, i was in two minds of getting a scarf but at bugis they were selling really pretty ones at $10-$19. but i felt it was a little expensive so i waited. then i went to SSC and cotton on was having a sale and they were selling their scarf (that were equally pretty) for $5!
being patient pays off yeah?!

6. most blog shops gives discount when you buy more - KEY: gather a couple of your besties and buy stuff together from the shop! you get to save some money and get pretty clothes too!

7. beaware of blog shops that CHEATS your money! though i haven met one yet, but my friend did! and it can be very disheartening.... SO, before you buy something from this person, double check if this person is reliant.
how to check : -ask how long do you have to wait to get the product
-check her tag boards to see if anyone has made a complaint on anything
(she probably is a cheat!)
- when the time is up to get your product but she has not call, take the iniative
and ask her, but remember, dont piss her off! be polite and pester her till she
gives you the stuff!

8. bookmark websites that offers cheap deals, once you find something cheaper than theirs you can delete that website! i have a list of cheap blog shops that i often buy things from! so you should have yours too (:

9. FOR DA BOYS~
i would suggest that you probably wouldnt want to buy stuff online cause they are much much more expensive, unlike the girl's apparels. you can shop at bugis street(highly recommended) or far east.

10. like what vic say-nothing is ever out of fashion! be confident in what you wear, browse through magazines (e.g seventeen) for fashion advice! sometimes, they provide information about where you can buy cheap pretty stuff but it happens only once in a while...

11. when you go to bugis street, haunt out shops that offer you styles that you like, sometimes they have great sales there and you can literally shop till you drop!
MOST IMPORTANTLY: never hesitate to ask for a discount! (especially if the shop keeper is a guy! -applies for girls only!). get use to asking for a discount!
my favourite tactic is to say im a student and i dont have much money with me.... they usually give a discount!

12. when shops dont allow you try on stuff, it usually implies that you will look ugly in it (dont buy it !) but you can always try your luck and ask if you can try it (some of the shop keepers there are really nice to let you secretly try it on (: )

13. when something new pops up, it will probably be very expensive and you would be either dumb or too rich to buy it immediately! for e.g when the fedora was in the market, it would be as expensive as $40? but now...you can get it for $7.90 in bugis street?!
SHOP SMART MY DEARS!

YEAP! that's probably what goes in my mind when i want to buy something

2009-09-25T11:56:00.000-07:00

so sweet right??!

sometimes...it's best to wait--you probably get the best out of the situation

"im sorry if i scare you, i didnt know i make you feel that way...it was my way of fighting the awkwardness i guess. but you probably think i dont care...."

it's been a long time since i went on a swing trip....

new record!: im not even sleepy at 3am...i think the clock in me has gone crazy?

i hope chin hung will get fat soon...he thinks im a expert in food...HAHAHAS!

miss the DODOs already...even though it's like a few days ago that we met up?

miss BFF, heard she was sick a few days ago? i think it was the laksa that we ate?

-if you have regret doing something you shouldnt, quickly pick up the phone and apologise to the person, it will never be too late yeah?-

a joke i told chee: "what did the grape say when someone step on him?"

"nothing, the grape said nothing, he just let out a little whine (wine)"

FUNNY RIGHT!!!~ -_-!!!

2009-09-25T03:36:00.000-07:00

supposed to go picnic, but it seem to be just another false hope, again....
on the bright side, im going dinner with amirah...but she hasnt call yet and my stomach is growling like a hungry dinosaur!
miss talking to isabelle quek! finally managed to talk to her!

2009-09-23T10:00:00.000-07:00

i should be sleeping now....lols...it's like 2am in the morning already...
recently, i went RAYA-ING with my dear amirah! let the pictures express my feelings (:

STOP!!!! THIS, IS , SO, SUPER UPER NICE!!!!

Thank you amirah and her family for inviting me to join them and give me the opportunity to eat such great food (which you people should totally check it out?!) KAMSAHAMIDA~!

TAGGIES:
NURULAMIRAHISA
-aiyo...ask such a sensetive question...erm...i should say your family is very generous?

Mr Fish
-hi....? do i know you?

V
- hana hana, will make for you when im done with my o's ! (:

YEESUAN
- must worh!!! force shi qi to watch some scary movie with us!!

HAZZEERAH
-lols, touched a not??! i can record my voice and give you as graduation present?! hahahhas!

LYDIA
-you you!! mesti cepat lepak lepak again!

shiqi
-hahahas, my next goal is to drag you to the cinema to watch a scary movie!

Chee sheng
-i think im going to miss craping and being sarcastic to you after we leave school!

wanshing
-haven finish mah...lols... omg...i still remember the weird guy we saw at the bus stop??! he still hangs around there at night when i take the bus home from that bus stop!

wanteng
-we must continue to chat like we always do okay? i cant wait for chinese new year to come already!

THANK YOU.....

2009-09-20T11:23:00.000-07:00

this is probably the third time i post this, but some people didnt get to see this? plus, tml is graduation day so....HERE IT IS!

To the people who have made a special impact in me, to the people who share the memories with me, to the people who were tolerant about my tactless-ness and craziness and my weakness, to the people who care, to the people i respect very very much.... this is specially for you.
i wanted do something special, i think the best way to express it, is in words that i will express here. so... if you think you are someone special to me.... look for your picture or name here! (:

okay...lets start!

GOH CHANG HEE

ZAHIN

hot headed-ness! i am happy to be your friend, whenever you need a dance kaki...

I AM HERE FOR YOU!!!

SHIWEI

- you you YOU!! you are also my gossiping partner! thank you for being there...when i was in darkest time in sec two. i still remember us doing art together, and vomitting out our sorrows.

THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE! same for you yeah? any problems, dont hesitate to ask me for help!! QINGNING always on the standby for you (:

NICOLETTE

-due to some reasons, we are no longer as close as before...

i may be awkward towards you, but deep down in my heart, I RESPECT YOUR CRAZINESS!

THANK YOU for making my sec 2 life crazily fun, i really enjoy being me then~!

HAZIQAH

- hey, even though we aint that super close, you really made an impact in my life yeah?

THANK YOU for being in the EXCO team, covering for me sometimes :X lols! LOVE YUH!

KOK KIONG

promise me, you will be happy, cause you always seem to be soaked in saddness
I LOVE YOUR DAD'S DUCK PORRIDGE (victoria also!)

ANTHONY

WILLIAM

- SI HAO!! hahahas... big time joker! erm.... THANK YOU for laughing with me (mocking?) at times ! it was great having a friend to laugh with!

KENNETH

-omg...i think i hardly talk to you already? lols...all i can remember was the time we had in the

F and N room. PAISEI uh... always make you wash the dishes, EH! but i did the cooking okay! hahahas! THANK YOU for being so tolerant when i was so bossy to you and you didnt even complain.

TIAN TIAN

RIDWAN

-hey... THANK YOU for listening to me and believing what i say... you are a great guy, THANK YOU!

REETA

HUI MIN

EMILY

- thank you for being so giving to me. you are really kind to me and i want to THANK YOU for that! (;

DARREL LIM

GAO WEI

-till this very day, i can still remember that you love to pull my rubberband in primary school!

we always seem to be bickering when we meet. we seldom talk now but i still want to THANK YOU still....

JERR CEDRICK

-hey, i still remember you were the first stranger guy i talked to on the first day of school

CHEE SHENG

HAZEERAH

- korean fanatic!!! miss sitting beside you and talking KOREAN! hahahas.... hey THANK YOU for listen to my nags and complaints all day long and my craziness (even i feel irritated sometimes :x)

WANSHING

-hey sexae! lols... THANK YOU for hanging out with me and stuff, i really do appreciate it yeah?

dont hesitate to call me if you need someone to help you or anything okay

JAVIER

SAFWAH

QIANLING

-hey! my mum say we look alike? hahahhas...i suay uh...hahahhas! THANK YOU for bring joy to me! love yuh! (:

WONG MING

JANNAH

CALL ME when you are bored YEAH?!

LYDIA

AMIRAH

YEESUAN

thank you for the memories and i really appreciate it!

COUNCIL PEEPS

-THANK YOU for the happy memories that you people gave me. i wish you guys all the best in future yeah?

DAHAO

WANTENG

-my dear coussy!! THANK YOU for being there for me when that person hurt me badly... im glad we are still as close as ever and whenever you need a shoulder to lean on, im always available! (:

VICTORIA

IRIS and ISABELLE QUEK

RIDWAN

YU GUANG

3s3/4S3

To the person who have hurt me very badly, i want to thank you for the happy times you ever provide me but i hope it is not something "fake" cause i no longer believe in you anymore...