MY LIFE GOT WHOLE LOT SPICIER~ HOTHOT!!
joined positive intentions for a FIT (facilitator course), cant wait for the next one alrd!
we went to mcRichie and we trekked...for i dunno how long, cause time seemed to fly pass me that day cause i was having so much FUN! (ethen's OOSH!) describes best about my day that day~
so my batch (the second batch) would be named SPICY~ so im....star anise (some spice name (: )
met loads of RARA people~ and one of them was PHINE's ex classmate who looks like a malay dude like him! hehehehehes (:
anyway, time for the sad stuff... sometimes, we wished we didnt knew some stuff so that things could run more smoothly for us however, the dirty truth eventually would surge up like a ripen pimple (okay... weird description, but as long as you get it, should be okay...)
trying not to let birdy be worried about me (DUDE, i'll be totally fine after you see this (: )
but i cant help but get disgusted and upset about it.
After wad S told me, i was like... hey im totally fine about it, but thinking back, the way he questioned me proudly and as though i was all at fault ( which i felt guilty for sometime okay!), i feel like punching him in his face! he rather BELIEVED the gossips than ask me in my face. i hate it when i give all my best in a friendship and end up realizing that i got back stabbed-BY A GUY.
for this idiot: YOU ARE THE ONE WITHOUT A CONSCIENCE CAUSE HOW DARE YOU TREAT MY INNOCENCE AND GOODWILL LIKE THIS. TRAMPLING OVER IT WAS FUN WASNT IT? AND HOW DARE YOU SAY YOU WERE THERE FOR ME WHEN YOU WERE LAUGHING AND GOSSIPING TOGETHER WITH THOSE PEOPLE? THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME GUILTY!
ps: srry about the rants, i get very emotional when my supposedly "friends" turn out to be jerks. well, i feel a whole lot BETTER! must be POS-SI-SIF!
