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Saturday 31 October 2009
04:32



have you ever thought, the guy or the girl you are going to marry will continue to hold your hand to till the very end?
it's a disappointment, when i see the man walking in front of their wives-whose hands are full of groceries...
but...when you go to the hospitals, you might see a very old couple... maybe an old man in his wheel chair and his wife beside him, feeding a bowl of porridge to him.... isnt that touching??

well...that's all...RANDOM THOUGHTS (:
Ciaos~!


qingning~shiqi : I can bet my last penny in my pocket, you are the prettier one - To me (:


Friday 30 October 2009
07:54

flowers Pictures, Images and Photos

HELLO!
crushed with stacks of work to do....
cant wait to finish my olevel
cant really blog nowadays, till o's are over
seeya~!


07:54

flowers Pictures, Images and Photos


http://i699.photobucket.com/albums/vv358/cinkova/flowers/Flowers_need_bokeh_by_fhrankee.jpg


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Tuesday 27 October 2009
16:58


got pulled out from bed by all the irritations at home...
SOMEONE passed me the FLUS....


anywaes, the olevel papers has started....

but it seems like it has already end....

had the wildest ideas last night and this morning, thousand and one

things going on in my head....

(i was thinking of dying my hair at the council camp in malaysia :D )
oh wells...

tan shi qi, thanks uh, i've totally been psycho into the "thing" already and it will be hunting me until we graduate...
(:

-if you guys feel stress oh anything, watch MADTV!!


FULL CAST!
-normal people but holds great jobs; comedians.

okok...off to study already....

craving for sotong balls though....



Friday 23 October 2009
07:11

wahh~ it's friday again with a blink of eye...
i wanna go taiwan again leas....!
anyway, it's 3 more weeks till olevel it's done.
TONIGHT is a historical night because ms wong FINALLY had a very very productive class today and she didnt even scold us at all??!!!
WOHOOOS~
ANYWAYS~....


remember about what i say about recommending blog shops??
this is my first suggestion!
http://ohsofickle.com.sg/index.php/new-arrivals.html
okok.... BABES, please shop smart!
though these clothes look nice, but if you dont think you will wear it, dont buy for the sake of buying it yeah?! their clothes are quite nice, they have the super huge ribbon headbands that are quite trendy nowadays, so take a look yeah? (:

GEEKKKKYYY~~

peeekk A boo!

chang hee is obsesses with shaking the NANO to change the song??


07:05

this is probably the third time i post this, but some people didnt get to see this? plus, tml is graduation day so....HERE IT IS!
(william!!! here it is (: )




To the people who have made a special impact in me, to the people who share the memories with me, to the people who were tolerant about my tactless-ness and craziness and my weakness, to the people who care, to the people i respect very very much.... this is specially for you.
i wanted do something special, i think the best way to express it, is in words that i will express here. so... if you think you are someone special to me.... look for your picture or name here! (:
okay...lets start!


GOH CHANG HEE
- even though we quarrelled most of the times (over the silly-est stuff), you are a good good friend to me. Do you still remember, we set up business once?... HAHHAAS....my sis brilliant idea! dont forget me yeah? CALL ME...you know im a super stubborn person, i wait for someone to call...! THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE!


ZAHIN
-the memory i have with you is filled with the BOOM BOOM POW song! hahhas! i love your jokes, i love the way you are willing to learn, i love how calm you are (im the kan chiong spider),
i love how open you are to ideas (my craziest idea). THANK YOU for being tolerant with my
hot headed-ness! i am happy to be your friend, whenever you need a dance kaki...
I AM HERE FOR YOU!!!

JANE
- I love the way we gossip all day, i still remember how childish we were when we are in sec one and two. i want to thank you for being there, when my heart was broken, when you tried to persuade and comfort me. even if we dont talk that often anymore, promise me that, if you face any problem in future, dont hesitate to ask me for help yeah? LOVE YUH!


SHIWEI
- you you YOU!! you are also my gossiping partner! thank you for being there...when i was in darkest time in sec two. i still remember us doing art together, and vomitting out our sorrows.
THANK YOU FOR BEING THERE! same for you yeah? any problems, dont hesitate to ask me for help!! QINGNING always on the standby for you (:


NICOLETTE
-due to some reasons, we are no longer as close as before...
i may be awkward towards you, but deep down in my heart, I RESPECT YOUR CRAZINESS!
THANK YOU for making my sec 2 life crazily fun, i really enjoy being me then~!

HAZIQAH
- hey, even though we aint that super close, you really made an impact in my life yeah?
THANK YOU for being in the EXCO team, covering for me sometimes :X lols! LOVE YUH!


KOK KIONG
-i dunno what really happened?.... but it is saddening that we distant away so quickly... i still remember the morning meetings, but i cant remember why it suddenly stopped? I still want to THANK YOU for being there when i was really really sad...
promise me, you will be happy, cause you always seem to be soaked in saddness
I LOVE YOUR DAD'S DUCK PORRIDGE (victoria also!)


ANTHONY
-grow taller alrd huh...lols! i still remember, you were a very rude person...but when you step into puberty...WOAH...anthony become super polite to girls and really gentle! STAY THAT WAY! THANK YOU for being my friend and "gossiping" with me!


WILLIAM
- SI HAO!! hahahas... big time joker! erm.... THANK YOU for laughing with me (mocking?) at times ! it was great having a friend to laugh with!


KENNETH
-omg...i think i hardly talk to you already? lols...all i can remember was the time we had in the
F and N room. PAISEI uh... always make you wash the dishes, EH! but i did the cooking okay! hahahas! THANK YOU for being so tolerant when i was so bossy to you and you didnt even complain.


TIAN TIAN
- HUANG!! im glad that after all those quarrels, we are still mature enough to patch up and laugh together like we always do!! THANK YOU being tolerant with me, THANK YOU for dancing with me, THANK YOU for being crazy with me. I will remember you forever!
RIDWAN
-hey... THANK YOU for listening to me and believing what i say... you are a great guy, THANK YOU!

REETA
-hey babe, i still remember we were once loggerheads, but everything is fine right now! continue to smile and laugh like you always do! THANK YOU for forgiving my shortcomings! i still remember your mum's beehoon!



HUI MIN
-you are really a very REAL person to me, you never hide anything fake feelings from me. that, i want to THANK YOU, for telling me your real thoughts. i hope i have been truthful enough to you yeah? you are really a big sister to me, always (:

EMILY
- thank you for being so giving to me. you are really kind to me and i want to THANK YOU for that! (;



DARREL LIM
- you lazy pok! Have been your classmate for so long already, even though we only gt closer as the years go by, i want to thank you for laughing with me at times, and being my friend! i know im always naggy to you but i want you to know that, im naggy because i care yeah?


GAO WEI
-till this very day, i can still remember that you love to pull my rubberband in primary school!
we always seem to be bickering when we meet. we seldom talk now but i still want to THANK YOU still....


JERR CEDRICK
-hey, i still remember you were the first stranger guy i talked to on the first day of school
i really want to salute you because you are the first guy that i have known who bothers to be a gentleman! Btw, i know im cold towards you sometimes but i have my reasons yeah? THANK YOU for talking to me and loving who i am and not how i look. THANK YOU for overlooking my shortcomings (:



CHEE SHENG
- chee chee!! waiting to see your name right?! hahahas! Sucker, you might have forgotten how badly you hurt me before, but every single time, i forgive you and we will be the same again. Dont do that to other girls because they are not koh qing ning, they may not just forgive you so easily like i do! Wisen up yeah? anywaes, thank you for being my lab partner (you aint that horrible!) and making me laugh till my eyes tear up! whenever you want to meet up or anything, just tell me you need my library card, i will get the hint!



DION LIM
-LAO DA! love your eye brow though (: THANK YOU for taking all the iniative to help our class even though i feel that we are very selfish at times... dont be too NIANG okay?... people will misunderstood :X hahahas! THANK YOU DION! (:


HAZEERAH
- korean fanatic!!! miss sitting beside you and talking KOREAN! hahahas.... hey THANK YOU for listen to my nags and complaints all day long and my craziness (even i feel irritated sometimes :x)



WANSHING
-hey sexae! lols... THANK YOU for hanging out with me and stuff, i really do appreciate it yeah?
dont hesitate to call me if you need someone to help you or anything okay



JAVIER
-even though, im a little sad that you didnt heed my advice, but hey, it's your choice and your freedom yeah? i dont us to fall out because of her okay? anyways, keep your unique silent laughs and always stay happy! CALL ME UH when your bored or smth!!



SAFWAH
-even if we are not in good terms still, but i still want to THANK YOU for all the nuggests time we have together and the happy times we share. however, i still stand firm that im not in the wrong... so... yeah.... catch you around...

QIANLING
-hey! my mum say we look alike? hahahhas...i suay uh...hahahhas! THANK YOU for bring joy to me! love yuh! (:


WONG MING
- DINO MAN! hahhahas... you need to talk more man, THANK YOU for hearing me out at times and still remember the late night prank calls on you! smile more often yeah? (people will think you want to fight them when you dont smile) (:



JANNAH
-sayang, THANK YOU for the happy times together and being tolerant of some of my bad attitudes i have. THANK YOU for accepting my craziness and loving it at the same time. remember, if anyone bullies you or anything, tell me, i will settle for you! hahahhas! who dares bully my jannah sayang! dont be too nice to the guys sometime yeah? you get bully that way!
CALL ME when you are bored YEAH?!


LYDIA
-hey babe! saya jangan bising right...lols! THANK YOU allowing me to be part of your life, THANK YOU for hearing out my woes and complaints, THANK YOU laughing with me, THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU! i really enjoy our times lepak-ing yeah? CALL ME when you need me (anytime)!


AMIRAH
-after so much things, we are back together again... honestly i was really heartbroken that you chose to believe her instead of me... but i forgive you already, cause you proved to me that i can trust you again! THANK YOU for all the gossipy times and laughing times together! CALL ME when you need anything okay?


- WOMAN! your smile never seem to leave your face, THANK YOU for cheering me up when i am sad, THANK YOU for tolerating my rants i have about stuff, THANK YOU for making feel i exist at my darkest times. THANK YOU for believing in me! CALL ME when you need me to do anything for you yeah?




YEESUAN
- BIMBO!! THANK YOU for being tolerant of me at times when i get real mad over silly stuff. THANK YOU for forgiving me and embrace the worst side of me... THANK YOU for making me feel important at my darkest time. THANK YOU! same for you yeah? CALL ME when you need my help or a ear to share your woes to (:
thank you for the memories and i really appreciate it!
COUNCIL PEEPS
-THANK YOU for the happy memories that you people gave me. i wish you guys all the best in future yeah?
DAHAO
-even though we just got to know each other, i want to THANK YOU for all the jokes that made me laugh till my stomach hurts! and i will always remember the trip to the airport and the shanghai guy you always pose as! hang out sometime soon yeah? (;
WANTENG
-my dear coussy!! THANK YOU for being there for me when that person hurt me badly... im glad we are still as close as ever and whenever you need a shoulder to lean on, im always available! (:


VICTORIA
-after a BIG BIG round, we end up still being BFF! even though at times, i feel left out by you... but eventually the feeling will just fade away. unfortunately we wont be graduating together but i want to THANK YOU for all the happiness you have given me and times whereby we have ridiculously creepy alike thinkings and action. I LOVE YOU FOREVER OKAY?!

IRIS and ISABELLE QUEK
-omg!! i miss hanging out with you guys!!! THANK YOU for all the diaso trips together and the gossiping times together! belle, dont cry okay? when you are feeling sad, im just a number away!! dont emo emo then cry?! hahahhas! iris, my 100% fishball! go learn kayaking or smth? you super uper white, whiter than me leas!! THANK YOU for making laugh and standing by me when things happen, KAMSAHAMIDA~!
RIDWAN
-my dear ridwan, THANK YOU for believing in what i say i not doubt in me like some people did, THANK YOU for listening to my rants and boredem. Smile and talk more often yeah? you too quiet already! anytime just talk to me okay?? (:
YU GUANG
-remember when i first talked to you? i was thinking, you will be super quiet or smth? hahhas, you turn out almost an opposite from what i thought. THANK YOU for trying to reason out things for me at times and helping me at times (chinese dictionary!). you are a big ge ge i will always remember yeah?
3s3/4S3
-even though we aint that close at first, and there was symptoms of small cliques in class, we managed to bond into one! our first sports carnival together, is something i will never forget, almost everyone of us had a medal to bring home to. for the people sitting at my side, i will miss ismady's disturbs and farts(?) and disturbing jannah and lydia. i will miss laughing with wanshing and people, i will miss my slping at my table. i will miss chee's sarcasm, i will miss mrs liu's nags, i will miss pe-ing with you guys, i will miss running after a soccer ball, i will miss salim talking to me, i will miss playing hide and seek, i will miss so many things that im afraid to leave this school, this class. but i guess life will have to move on, this part and puzzle will have to be locked as a precious memory to be place in my heart for ever (:
To the person who have hurt me very badly, i want to thank you for the happy times you ever provide me but i hope it is not something "fake" cause i no longer believe in you anymore...
i hope you can stop deluding yourself and sincerely hear what people have say about you, giving yourself a chance to change is giving a chance for people to accept the new you. things dont happen for no reasons, my advice to you is to change or whatever has had happened will be like a vicious cycle for your entire life. whether you want to change a not is up to you cause many people have tried their best to help you but you just refuse to listen.







































































Monday 19 October 2009
05:25

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YEESUAN!! :D

went to mac to meet chang hee and suan, then the gang came to give presents to her

CRASHED at chang hee's place!


when i reached home, i had a missed call from a GOONDOO :D

"i went to school sia!! i didnt know that today no school" he said when i called him back!

how intelligent (:


anyways. im so tired but who isnt?

and im going to start giving my very own collection of blog shop address every week from

now on (or when i have the time to blog)

so that you peeps get your hands on cheap BLINGS and stuff yeah?



how high can someone climb to reach what their goals?


will you be there waiting for me when i turn around looking for you?


(this are apples?!!)


Saturday 17 October 2009
07:46

tuition-ed, (super happy cause i had my first 20/30 for my compo!)
talked, chatted, studied and ate dinner at mr hogan's place.
talked to hui min on the phone? and she had to help her mother abt smth...
ANYWAY! MOST IMPORTANTLY! IS THAT I SAW SOMETHING DAMN COOL!

I WILL DIE FOR THIS COSTUME MAN!
damn cool!!!




AHHHHH!! NICE!
(THIS IS A KOREAN GROUP CALLED KARA)
the shirt and pants glows!!! wahhhhh~!
ME LIKE-R LIKE-R!
if you know the material they used, feel free to tag and tell me (:


Friday 16 October 2009
studying aint that easy... 18:41

it has been the most tiring week i ever had in my entire life....
this is definitely more exasperating then PSLE!
i get super irritated easily and cry easily?.... is that what you call under stress?
CRIED.SCREAMED.TIRED.
i want to end this badly!....


TO my dear 4S3, study hard yeah? dont give up! AJAR!


TO my crazy DODOs!
study really hard!!! we will go out everyday after O's!
so hit your books now!


TO my sayangs! awak akan try sangat hard kepada pass bahasa melayu exam!
you guys must study hard too yeah? ada mesti semangat spirit!


this is the silence that will keep me going to my goals and dreams!

to those who are having O's too, WORK HARD!!


Thursday 15 October 2009
07:46
















i guess i cant wait till friday to scream this out!
*screams*
there is totally gonna be a big KPOP concert in singapore!!!! (most importantly, it's after my O's!!)
BROWN EYED GIRLS are coming and many many otherss!!! it's big treat for all kpop FANNATICS!! (i can hear hazeerah screaming when she see this!) LOLS!




i was watching NUMBNUTS at clicknet.com
it's just to guys doing some stuff and the loser has to do a dare, the recent episode, the loser had to eat BALUT!!
at first, i thought it was some cow brain or something, which i thought, wouldnt be THAT bad... till i saw the real thing!!
it's a Philippine street food, it's a duck that is has already been developed but not fully developed. apparently, the people who enjoy eating this, enjoy eating the beak, the feathers and the bones...
to me....i would rather kill myself than eat that! it's damn gross! check out the video if you want to... *shivers*




(THE BALUT)


Friday 9 October 2009
05:46


i know i promise to blog, and i have tons of things to blog and trucks of pics to blog but i need to study?

gonna scoot off to study... i'll probably do it when i can...!

finally OPSS has a night study, woohooss~! zero temptations (: gonna be in school all day long, anything just text me, i'll probably will be in school!

NO MORE SHOPPING. NO MORE LONG CHATS (let's keep it short). LET'S JUST TAHAN FOR THE NEXT 2 WEEKS yeah?
XOXO. qingning (:


Saturday 3 October 2009
07:01

met hui min and mac-ed for a while before heading to salim's house.
Went to salim's house to raya, HAD A BLAST!!
ate like crazy...watched some ghost expedition, freaked out with haziqah... and i think we are going to have nightmares to night cause i cant seem to get that potianak picture out of my head?! and it's creeping the shit out of me!! can you believe that it's actually like...real?
*chills down the spine*
i clap and bow to those who did this expedition! BRAVE MAN!!!
then played UNO and TRUTH OR DARE (which the bottle hardly turn to me at all??)
anyway, here are the PICTURES (;






GUESS WHO??!!





















CHIO RIGHT!! whahahhas...

"If I walk would you run
If I stop would you come
If I say you're the one would you believe me
If I ask you to stay would you show me the way
Tell me what to say so you don't leave me
The world is catching up to you
While your running away to chase your dream
It's time for us to make a move cause we are asking one another to change
And maybe I'm not ready"
-asher book (try)